Life is like a roller coaster, sometimes u r on top of the world, sometimes u r dangling of ur seats, upside down. Currently, i feel that my life is like the latter scenario of the roller coaster ride, making me feel disoriented and dizzy, unable to find my footing on the ground.

After seeing the class pic of my ex-cg, i was hit by a overwhelming sense of melancholy. I missed my old cg tremendously, missing the people, the fun and everything in the past. What i have enjoyed in the past are what that are missing in my current life, the feeling of belonging, the coziness and the familiarity. I know i m being silly, trying to cling to the past but it is something that i m reminded of everyday. Maybe, I should be content with what i have now n learn to count my blessings.

The start of school is the end of me...hahs...i agreed wholeheartedly. After a long break from school, instead of feeling cleansed, refreshed and ready for the start of a new school year, i feel apprehensive and dreaded the new year before it has even started.

~graceygal~