new beginning

Hmm...a new beginning..feeling very weird n out of place in my new life. I do not know if the problem lies with me or lies with them. Of course, i would like to think that the problem lies with them rather than me but i think i m partly at fault too. i may seem a little unfriendly to them..i dunno why..new peeps always find me unfriendly. I am not unfriendly or distant, it is just that i m self concious n dunno how to communicate with new peeps. People who dunno me will think that i am a very serious person but i am not.. i m very crazy with all my friends. Probably i need to learn to open up more to people n let them see the fun side of me. But i dunno how to go about it..haix. How i wished i could be like the others, those who can mix around so well with people they have just met. I just do not have that kind of genes in me...haix

I hope i will get use to it soon n will not feel like i dun belong in my new life...jia you girl!