lost n lonely

Aiyaya...why am i feeling depressed though i got into the college of my dreams. After i left TP, i started to miss it. I missed cg 06s12 n all my tutors. After two months there, it is hard to just pack n leave without feeling anything. i really had a wonderful time there. i still remember the time when we want to skip gp but met the teacher on our course of escaping..haa. Also the time we want skip gp lecture but was forced to go becos the teacher called me. Also, the time we took photos, the smoking poses, bowling poses n s12 poses. Also, how we always take a long long time to reach our lessons esp maths. i gonna miss all the dunmanites that r going elsewhere esp jean. sigh...been in the same school for so long, feel veri weird to be in different schools now but i guess we will meet up often so it is ok. But then, i wun hav anyone to go toilets wif me, tolerate my stupid questions n vomiting habit. Aiyaya, hard to find someone who can tolerate me. Hiyaya...also must 4get him liao..haahaa..but not that easy cos his name always come up..how to 4get when i m reminded of him every now n then..sigh...

Also, i need to adapt to a new environment again n meet new peeps. Not that i dun like to meet more peeps but i m veri self concious n i feel weird in umfamiliar environment. Sigh...how? feeling a little lost n lonely.