Friday, April 18, 2008

人心轮：心的地图 (1)

我个人的思考:


我想人的心呢，是一个很 complicated 的地方。它有着非常多的地方，非常多的人物和非常多的情感。在“心之谷”的最深处，也是它的中心，所谓的 "heart of HEART", 有一栋很漂亮，装潢一流的豪华私人住宅。在这一栋豪宅里住着一个很孤僻的人叫做“自己”。对了，“自己”呢就是一个只为自己着想的人。他凡事都把自己放在第一位，把别人排在后头。这豪宅是在伤心时自我疗伤的地方，也是在失望时自我安慰的地方和在寂寞时自我欢乐的地方。这栋私人豪宅就是为了自己而建的。我相信每个人都会有自私的一面，都会替自己着想。

在豪宅的左边，有一座温馨的房子叫“家”。在家里，住着许许多多的亲人尤其是一个叫“爸爸” 和“妈妈”的人。在家里有着对家人的爱，的关心和尊重。这里也收集了很多与家人的美好回忆。在“家”里，我们就会感到很幸福，很满足，也很有归宿感。这是一个无论在任何时候，任何地点，发生了任何事情，都会欢迎你的地方，永远会有你的位子。

在 "heart of HEART" 的右边有一栋私人公寓住宅。公寓有上无数的房子，每一间都是 "RFF", Reserved For Friends。这里呢住着非常多的朋友，有同学，有同事，有普通朋友，有好朋友，有知心朋友，也有闺中密友。公寓里有着浓浓的友情味，有很深厚的感情，也会有着朋友之间普遍的磨差和意见不和，但也会有着包容心，原谅和忍耐。


To be continued...

feeling so sweet ; 10:35 PM;Y

Friday, March 23, 2007

我的美丽的回忆

feeling so sweet ; 10:25 PM;Y

与其等别人来爱自己，不如自己学会怎么爱自己!

feeling so sweet ; 10:23 PM;Y

哈哈。。。我又跟你联络了。 我们已经好久没有好好聊聊了。。。我还有一点想念与你聊天的日子。。。哈哈。但现在的情况和以前不一样了。。。不能随时随地和你聊天了。 你和以前一样，还是那么的随和，友善和和蔼。还记得第一次和你说话时，我真的没想到你会这么亲切地和我说话。在这个世界里，我想再也无法找到一个和你一样的男生了。。。可惜啊！第一次与你通电话时还蛮紧张，但很快就不紧张了。不知怎么了，久而久之与你聊天就成了一种习惯。。。每一次遇到问题都会找你，要和你说。不过。。。你太忙了，没办法常与我说话再加上**，我们就很少聊天了。唉。。。过不了多久你就要去当兵了。。。那时候要聊天就跟难了。 不管怎么样，你是一个很好的朋友。。。很高兴能认识你。

feeling so sweet ; 9:19 PM;Y

Saturday, March 17, 2007

我以为 说忘记就忘记 多麽洒脱容易 怎么会 看你一眼 头才一点 眼泪又不听话呢 难道说 过去总会过去 不是一种真理

我想我对你的感觉可以用以上的那句话来形容。我以为我已经把你从我的脑海里删除了。。。可是每一次看到你， 我就会有一些微妙的感觉。不知怎么了，我对你的愤怒已不存在了。你知道吗，我真的很想把你从我的脑海里删除掉，就像用 delete button 删除电脑里不要的档案一样。很不幸的，人脑不能像电脑一样，说 delete 就能永远不见了。我想这也是人脑可贵的一点吧。

唉。。。每一天都要看到你。。。不管我再怎么想忘掉你也不可能忘得了。 虽然我暂时还不能把你忘记，但我已经决定了。。。不要再让这件事影响我的生活。我要快快乐乐地度过我的高中生活。。。不要再被这些无聊的事所困扰。

“只要笑一笑没什么事情过不了”， 我要抱着这种态度去面对生活和你！加油！加油！加油！

feeling so sweet ; 10:48 PM;Y

Friday, March 02, 2007

逃避不一定躲得过

面对不一定最难受

转身不一定最软弱

硬撑不一定最勇敢

放手不一定最懦弱

跌倒不一定是不幸

失败不一定是句号

成功不一定是开始


人的一生有如此多的不一定， 到底什么才是一定的呢？

feeling so sweet ; 10:04 PM;Y

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Life is like a roller coaster, sometimes u r on top of the world, sometimes u r dangling of ur seats, upside down. Currently, i feel that my life is like the latter scenario of the roller coaster ride, making me feel disoriented and dizzy, unable to find my footing on the ground.

After seeing the class pic of my ex-cg, i was hit by a overwhelming sense of melancholy. I missed my old cg tremendously, missing the people, the fun and everything in the past. What i have enjoyed in the past are what that are missing in my current life, the feeling of belonging, the coziness and the familiarity. I know i m being silly, trying to cling to the past but it is something that i m reminded of everyday. Maybe, I should be content with what i have now n learn to count my blessings.

The start of school is the end of me...hahs...i agreed wholeheartedly. After a long break from school, instead of feeling cleansed, refreshed and ready for the start of a new school year, i feel apprehensive and dreaded the new year before it has even started.

~graceygal~

feeling so sweet ; 9:54 PM;Y

Thursday, January 11, 2007

feeling so sweet ; 7:00 PM;Y

A brand year has started. Seeing the year ones walking around brought me down my memory lane. Remember the time when i was like them, naive, ignorant and full of dreams, not quite knowing the true colours of reality. Now, a year has passed, i have grown older, wiser and more wary. After a year of struggling and trying, i am only rewarded with occasional small successes, never truly belonging or fitting in. Although, it may seem like a complete puzzle on the exterior, it is actually one with pieces missing in the heart. Sometimes, i am struck with a sense of wistfulness, wishing that i am back in the past where everything seems easier.

In school, everything seems familiar and unfamiliar at the same time. The things that one sees and hears are still as it is but the feelings are a millions times different from those in the past. Everything except for the dmn gang feels different. i dunno why but i always feel that there are whisperings and furtive glances flicked in my way. i wondered if i am just being suspicious or it is really true. anyway, wadever, i dun really care about what u all think.

feeling so sweet ; 5:31 PM;Y

Friday, March 31, 2006

Hmm...a new beginning..feeling very weird n out of place in my new life. I do not know if the problem lies with me or lies with them. Of course, i would like to think that the problem lies with them rather than me but i think i m partly at fault too. i may seem a little unfriendly to them..i dunno why..new peeps always find me unfriendly. I am not unfriendly or distant, it is just that i m self concious n dunno how to communicate with new peeps. People who dunno me will think that i am a very serious person but i am not.. i m very crazy with all my friends. Probably i need to learn to open up more to people n let them see the fun side of me. But i dunno how to go about it..haix. How i wished i could be like the others, those who can mix around so well with people they have just met. I just do not have that kind of genes in me...haix

I hope i will get use to it soon n will not feel like i dun belong in my new life...jia you girl!

feeling so sweet ; 9:48 PM;Y

~A simple girl yet complicated
~A dreamer yet realistic
~A perfectionist yet imperfect
~29 AUG, my b'dae
~I have the mind of an artist, even if I haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, I enjoy finding new ways to share my feelings. I often feel like I don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. I have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
~My strength: Your vivid imagination
~My weakness: Fear of failure

LOVES

~FAMILY
~friends
~MYSELF
~love
~CLOUDS
~wind
~TREES
~dark chocs
~*YOU*