whoosh...flying over the world

Thursday, January 11, 2007

A brand year has started. Seeing the year ones walking around brought me down my memory lane. Remember the time when i was like them, naive, ignorant and full of dreams, not quite knowing the true colours of reality. Now, a year has passed, i have grown older, wiser and more wary. After a year of struggling and trying, i am only rewarded with occasional small successes, never truly belonging or fitting in. Although, it may seem like a complete puzzle on the exterior, it is actually one with pieces missing in the heart. Sometimes, i am struck with a sense of wistfulness, wishing that i am back in the past where everything seems easier.

In school, everything seems familiar and unfamiliar at the same time. The things that one sees and hears are still as it is but the feelings are a millions times different from those in the past. Everything except for the dmn gang feels different. i dunno why but i always feel that there are whisperings and furtive glances flicked in my way. i wondered if i am just being suspicious or it is really true. anyway, wadever, i dun really care about what u all think.

feeling so sweet ; 5:31 PM;Y

~A simple girl yet complicated
~A dreamer yet realistic
~A perfectionist yet imperfect
~29 AUG, my b'dae
~I have the mind of an artist, even if I haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, I enjoy finding new ways to share my feelings. I often feel like I don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. I have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
~My strength: Your vivid imagination
~My weakness: Fear of failure

LOVES

~FAMILY
~friends
~MYSELF
~love
~CLOUDS
~wind
~TREES
~dark chocs
~*YOU*