whoosh...flying over the world

Sunday, February 26, 2006

I had made a right decision yesterday. Though i was grossed out by the movie that we watched, the trip was memorable. Haas, i only knew yesterday that he is not as brave as i think he is, even worse than the other gal. After movie, went Ajisen to mum mum, the food there was not bad though i m not very accustomed to it. However, the service are not good. Imagine a waitress blaming the customers for the wrong order, haix...
After eating, we sat in the restaurant for a long time talking. i felt that all of us have grown up, our conversation became more intense n intimate. After talking n making a lot noise in the restaurant like we always do, we decided to leave before we r chase out. After that, went to buy some stuff before going to our favourite hideout, the void deck opp the library to talk n talk. We played around with the camera but none of us really wanna take any pics because we r worried we end up like the peeps in final destination 3, hees, a little stupid la. Then, we resumed our previous topic n concluded that no matter what, we must think for ourselves, think of the possible consequences n must have control. After the noises n advices we made n gave, we decided to head home. Hees, one of the latest we ever been out n a really fun time. Hope to have more of such relax outings.
* See, going out with the 3 of us is not as bad as u think, boy. heehaa.

feeling so sweet ; 9:11 PM;Y

One more week before everything ends n has to start anew. I will definitely miss the life n peeps that i have known in tp n never will forget them. They will be memories that i keep at the bottom of my heart forever. Actually, i dun really want to leave tp n start all over again at another jc but... It is not because of the peeps there or i think that it is a lousy school but because i dun hav a very good impression of some of the tutors there. But I have to say that there is onli a minority of tutors that i m not particularly fond of. There are several tutors that i m fond of like my maths tutor, i will definitely miss her.

Other than starting all over again, there is another thing that is bothering me. I m kind of attached to several of my friends and most probably will never get to see them as often in future because we may not be in the same school. Hence, i m feeling a little down. Though there are alot of dunmanites especialy 4A peeps going to the same college as i m, it is still a little different without them[ my closer friends ]. Sigh..Starting all over again...tiring.

feeling so sweet ; 8:53 PM;Y

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Love, what is it? Is it the love that exists between parents and child? Or is it the one that exists between friends? Or is it the one that exists between a guy and a girl?
The love within the family is one that we are familiar with since we are young. Though we may not exoress it, it still exists. This is the kind of love that comes to us naturally and unconditionally.
The love between friends is one that comes later when we began to know more people, other than our family. This kind of love is one that is innocent and pure.
The kind of love that exists between a guy and a girl is one that is complicated. This kind of love is never stable, it changes with the slightest move. It is also the kind that can change from love to hate in an instant without you realising it. It is the most frightening kind of love among the three. Yet, it is the one most people desire.
Frankly, i do not believe that, at such tender age, we are capable of such complicated form of love. People often mistake being in a relationship equals to being in love but they are not the same. Often, people feel that love should be expressed openly, but i think the most precious kind of love is one that is held within our soul. Love is something special that is only found with the right person and there is only one such person. Fate will be the one that bring the person to you.

So, Be patient and wait!

feeling so sweet ; 10:14 PM;Y

Saturday, February 18, 2006

What is Life? It seems like every step u take in life is a gamble. Is that really so? Why is it so difficult to know if u have made the right decision or not? The only time when u really know if ur decision is right or wrong is when the consequences of the decision catch up with u. But by that time, isn't it already too late to do anything. Nobody likes to do things that they will regret later..i also. Yet, u will not know if there are regrets till the regrets come. Though, everyone has to be responsible for whatever they do, sometimes it is difficult to do just that. It is not because u don't want to but is because you don't how to.
Sometimes, i feel that having no choice is probably the best choice. At times, i really hate to make a choice or decision for i never know if it is the right one or wrong one. Choices have consequences, i know that. But the point is, do i have the ability to face the consequences or not. I really don't know.

feeling so sweet ; 10:25 AM;Y

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Reality sucks! I HATE IT! I m juz like the ugly duckling that nobody notices...not even a glance.
Why is the world so unfair...why is it so cruel?

feeling so sweet ; 9:38 AM;Y

Friday, February 10, 2006

Muahahahaha...i did it! Finally, i can relax...dun hav to worry animore. Haas...i got the rainbow colours...excellent..i m happy.. Any way, everyone in dunman did well...we did better than the dragons..haas.. us snakes r the best. Yay, happy happy.. But i now hav to decide where to go, a big problem as well...sigh...

Also, i promise myself i will tell u if i got good results, so now..it means i hav to tell u..heehee..see first la! But it seems like you already hav someone in mind...hehe..

feeling so sweet ; 10:39 PM;Y

Thursday, February 09, 2006

gosh...o's results coming up liao..TOMORROW.

Sometimes i m really pissed off when people say i dun have to worry for my results..I beg to differ. i m worried..ust because i got good results for prelims means i dun hav to worry. It's irritating that everyone thinks like this...i can't stand it sometimes..
They all just think that i m being xu wei but i m not lor..i m SERIOUS..
Why can't they understand? Why i never find someone that understands me..sigh..

feeling so sweet ; 10:49 PM;Y

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

This is the latest update at icy-grace.blogspot.com. i m so terribly sorrie that i didn't updated for like i dunno how long...there is an IMPORTANT reason for this- i got nothing to blog about...haas.. That's all 4 now..cc another day..Buai..haas

feeling so sweet ; 8:35 PM;Y

~A simple girl yet complicated
~A dreamer yet realistic
~A perfectionist yet imperfect
~29 AUG, my b'dae
~I have the mind of an artist, even if I haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, I enjoy finding new ways to share my feelings. I often feel like I don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. I have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
~My strength: Your vivid imagination
~My weakness: Fear of failure

LOVES

~FAMILY
~friends
~MYSELF
~love
~CLOUDS
~wind
~TREES
~dark chocs
~*YOU*